emos again.
and now the different is i can't tell her.
i really dono wat to do.
im like standin on the edge.
i dono whether she wans to talk or wat.
i dono whether she still has the same feelings.
i dono this and that.
all these so uncertain.
and yes i knw i need to rely on Him.
is really difficult.
i jus dono where to start.
sometimes i wish i could jus disappear into thin air.
or otherwise, she could jus forget me totally.
like she never knew me or knowin of my existence.
im feelin this all cos she's on another line.
joey. who else. i reckon.
shud i jus give her up to him?
if i said this to her. she will b in her worst emos.
even knowin this, i can't seem to shake off that skeptical feeling.
jus fck this man. i wanna cry
i feel so shet all cos of this.
